this isn't in the order you think it's in

1. Your self confidence makes me want to puke, and even though we dont talk very much anymore i wonder if its wrong of me to think that i should be the one to tell you that "your not attractive, and making me or anyone else feel less like it is just a waste. you make yourself look dumb".

2. I dont see you anymore. I dont want to see or talk to you anymore. I dont need to write this nice 'i miss you' paragraph when in reality it all really boiled down to this: "she's too busy shooting up". wrong choice of words asshole.

3. I'm afraid to leave you. If i leave, or you lose me than i feel like no one will be there. your beautiful. your a star. your dance moves brighten every one of my bad days. dont leave even when you really really want to.

4. He's a scumbag, and you deserve only the best. i know it seems like i'm jealous or just being a straight up bitch but you need to know i just care beyond the level i should be caring. KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW.

5. Your one of the best things i've ever had. When god handed me you, i knew that it was going to be the best and the worst and too much all at the same time. I was right and these months have felt like years but in the best way possible. If i had wishes unlimited it would be to continue to make you the happiest you've ever been. everything will get better. hold onto me.

6. I'm glad you didnt leave me. even when i was a monster bitch you were here and aware of what it was that was going on. you take me in and out and try to cure the disease i cannot rid. your probably one of the best friends i've ever had because truth is you know it just as well as i do.

p.s.
i'll make it up to you

7. You've always been there and you will continue to be there. I can't explain in words how much you mean to me. sisters for life and til death do us part. your the best twin anyone could ask for.


I dont think anyone else deserves one