i'm unusual

I see that I write really depressing things. This may or may not leave a bad impression on me. The new year. The new me.
I think its time I find my faith.

I have admitted I'm depressed and in the clinical sense way beyond when I should have started therapy and medication. I feel so bad for the poeple who put up with me daily. Especially the boy I love the most. I guess what i'm trying to say is thank you, and maybe you can squeeze out an "i'm sorry".