I can never imagine feeling that way about anybody else, ever again.

this is hard for me to say/write out and ive done my best to send all this out of my brain, but im starting to accept that its not going anywhere.

you. you, are the world to me. being me and knowing that anyone else who reads this wont even begin to try and understand what im talking about but i dont care. i want you to know i loved every minute i spent with you. i wont even dream until i know its back the same










"I thought that if I could write something beautiful, something honest, I could make someone love me. I've taken a lot for granted. I've never tried too hard; always avoided responsibility. I came here because I was running away, 'cause I wanted to be alone. Instead I met you and you weren't taking anything for granted. I hope you get all the moments you deserve.... I'm sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that I never got the chance to tell you that, no matter what happens next, I'll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with you. And even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say was thank you. "