i don't blame you

but i blame myself, its gone way too far.

They said you were the best,
But then they are only kids
Then you would recall the deadly houses you grew up in
Just because they knew your name,
Doesn’t mean they know from where you came
What a sad trick you thought that you had to play.
But I don’t blame you

They never owned it
And you never owed it to them anyway.

I don’t blame you.
i just want you to know that.

we are so young, and i'm in love with the thought of us. I understand it's not just you but mainly truly all me.
I'm not picking fights baby, i'm looking for something more than what i get, i made a huge mistake and for that i live alone. i walk with you and am still alone, i hold hands with you and still am alone. I just wish you knew how it felt. please feel how i feel. I dont know if i really am supposed to feel this way. please tell me this isnt it.

i'm afraid this is it. god damnit. i thought i was in love.



I'M LOSING IT. how blind you all seem.