I'm safe high. :) "When its good its good til it goes bad. Im looking for myself, sober."

As the next song switches, I hang back. I want to see this as well as be a part of it. I want to remember it for what it is. I am amazed by the love I feel for so many people. I am amazed at the randomness, the comedy, and the faith that brings us all together and makes us hold on. I open myself wide to take it all in. The scene plays out like a rhapsody. And i think to myself, what a wonderful world.

Maybe we're all in the "i gave up" generation.

Ill be here in the mornin if you say stay

I wish you would hide me in the grave, and forget me there until your anger has passed.

Its your birthday, and even though you think i dont care about you i still always can write about you. Your my best friend, and even between breaks and uneven affection we still can say that we are here for eachother. Im so proud of you. You are starting to understand how much of an effect you have on people. Im glad your growing up and Youre even starting to look like yourself again. Things got crazy, they always seem to get crazy with you but you always drag yourself out of it. Im glad your not letting that hole suck you even lower. All those people can talk. They can say what they want but dont ever let it be heard. Its pathetic that they think they know so much anyways. Your my nigga and I can poor my heart out in these posts and in my journal under my bed but we both know how i feel about you. My best friend, family, and love of my life. Happy birthday. Make this year count For once.

If i know everything than i must know that im not the only one who does. Your poor judgement makes you look dumb, and clearly you dont Know one thing about me.