Ill be here in the mornin if you say stay

I wish you would hide me in the grave, and forget me there until your anger has passed.

Its your birthday, and even though you think i dont care about you i still always can write about you. Your my best friend, and even between breaks and uneven affection we still can say that we are here for eachother. Im so proud of you. You are starting to understand how much of an effect you have on people. Im glad your growing up and Youre even starting to look like yourself again. Things got crazy, they always seem to get crazy with you but you always drag yourself out of it. Im glad your not letting that hole suck you even lower. All those people can talk. They can say what they want but dont ever let it be heard. Its pathetic that they think they know so much anyways. Your my nigga and I can poor my heart out in these posts and in my journal under my bed but we both know how i feel about you. My best friend, family, and love of my life. Happy birthday. Make this year count For once.

If i know everything than i must know that im not the only one who does. Your poor judgement makes you look dumb, and clearly you dont Know one thing about me.

We are all 'catchers' , and its sad you dont see it, instead you see the PHONINESS you deplore out of the world; even after we point out that your in it. As you plunge past us, so sad to be leaving, and 'we', me, a little happy to be away.

Up in the distance I can see where I am going. Stuck in this ditchlike rut. Im not gone, just away. If you would have taken more than a minute to look me over you would have seen the promise. I am happy to be away from you. No just a little. A lot. Love of the loveless. Youll never feel at home when you finally realize that your always going to end up alone. They will all move on. I hope i can hear your tears like everyone else heard mine.

A message from my heart. Pounding away. Thank you. Bum bum bum bum bum

Every second I spend waiting drags me closer this grave I'm not alone, but on my own. And now; I dont think I can escape or replace you, its cold out here on the outside. Im glad I'm not stuck in 'it' any longer. I know wont get better until I'm worse. Send me smiles and love. I am ready for the change.