What is there anymore? To be or not to be. Im on the road to recovery.

How mindless and apathetic have i become? It would be so easy to just pack up and leave Just to hire some guy with a machine to erase that horrible memory. Those horrible people. Those horrible things. like in that one movie, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.

Ive become extremly tired.

I'm safe high. :) "When its good its good til it goes bad. Im looking for myself, sober."

As the next song switches, I hang back. I want to see this as well as be a part of it. I want to remember it for what it is. I am amazed by the love I feel for so many people. I am amazed at the randomness, the comedy, and the faith that brings us all together and makes us hold on. I open myself wide to take it all in. The scene plays out like a rhapsody. And i think to myself, what a wonderful world.

Maybe we're all in the "i gave up" generation.

Ill be here in the mornin if you say stay

I wish you would hide me in the grave, and forget me there until your anger has passed.