The worry of laughter is on my lips. I should hope that you turn out fine. But I Always hope that some sadness crosses your mind.
I cant wait for you.
I cant wait for you.

Not all my posts are supposed to be sad. Dark gets me deep. Picture i.d.'s tomarrow. I should be happy. I have a new form of warmth along with new summer sandals. I will keep singing "how lucky we are".

What do you have that I want so bad? All these scribbles in my notebook, return to you. All my secrets under my bed, return to you. All the teardrops, return to you. Give me my life back. I dont remember what it felt like to depend on something greater than I.
I am lonely.

And did I mention how much I miss this almost 'wholeness'? :)

As if school couldnt get any harder than it already is, I have to endure the looks he gives. I don't particularly miss him, but I do wish he wouldn't have said what he said. I don't know how anyone can hope I am illuminated and actually mean that. I didn't know I was that bad.
And again, I see hope through the other. How can I have a doubt in my mind that we will overcome watever is thrown at us, in our hopeful 'relationship'.

Fly

it has been way too long

i cant even explain how much is going on.

you dont stand a chance againt gryffindor

Take off on my broom
I'm gonna fly circles around you
And there's no way that you're gonna get that snitch
No you're not gonna get that snitch from me
You're not gonna get that snitch


maybe if i listen to enough of these tales , they will come true.