"As I look at all the relationships around me; Some that have gone on forever, some re ignited, some new, I realize it should have been me."

I dont know what happens next. Im going to just keep loving and making mistakes because im only human. Im sorry i never got to say that i will be eternally greatful for ever meeting you. For ever touching you. For showing me the good in myself. For calming me down even if it was in the past. I wont forget you. Dont turn into shit. I promise i wont.

Just because you live in camarillo...

Im stuck here in between the shadows of my yesterday

I found the boy of my dreams.

I leave for rehabilitation soon. Of course ill try and update this to remember this piece of me.

Where are we? Where are you?